Everything I do.

I think my blog seriously turning dust, sorry, i really been so busy for everytime. And this might be my last post or maybe not, since i have no time to blog. Anyway, you know how it feels when someone just disappointed you twice in your life time with a same person. I thought it would be different after what happened. Terrible, i don't want to know. Although this time, i've been holding my tears, keep telling myself, not to drop a single tears in front of everyone. Yes i can. I just ignored someone else, not to mention the person here, but you know who's the person. Now days people really get into this kind of thing, i mean relationships.

Relationships usually will happen that you dump your best friend or ditch them. Well, it happened to me MANY MANY TIMES. So i, finally get my own best friends and a gang of crazy awesome people. You broke up, i'm sad too, because seeing you sad. This is what i would tell you in my heart. I understand how sad are you, i bring along my friends come along, you laughed, i'm glad. I don't really mind what you did to me last time, you just keep apologizing to me. Things could get worst if i'm fighting. I heard that, your relationship is back. You said, you will spend more time in friends more than boyf. I get it too. I understand, this is not the first time. But girl, you disappointed me by what you did.

This is part of the reason i will never ever get into relationship, rebellion of friends, how hurtful when someone tells you've been ignoring your friends, part of it, my result would drop. I'm not blaming you girl, i'm not angry at all. Sorry if i ignore you, i don't want to get hurt by seeing you in another sight.