This is what hs and wy planning for me to do -_- impossible i have to do everything right? HOW TO BE MORE GIRLISH?! I will show you how to be more guylish TEEHEE AHAHAHA. I hate sweeeeating i been swaeting for past 3 days wtf for marching. And weekend gonna be my free time to rest but i dont think so right? Okay chinese new year is coming already, but i don't have a mood for chinese new year? it just gonna be same like last year, act to be nice and soft in front of them? PLEASE, imma guy kay? :D

I finally learned something pass few days, when happens some problem still have to stay strong, no point crying at a side :D I BELIEVED. YES, THATS why i told both idiots that sit beside me and behind me that i wanna change the way i are. End up, they write me a paper, which have 20 rules that i have to follow? no vulgars in my blog YES. Okay pretty long post since imma hyper after drinking 100 plus, and i was crapping at maple :P haha BYE

grats to know about it :D

i am totally heart broken right now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 19TH

RETARD SLOW POKE SISTER

yes yes i didnt get to wish you since now you sleep like a pig :x

no updates, bye

I am lame.

Okay i keep ditching my blog already, because there is nothing to talk about. I skipped school today, for some problem, and then i went to this I-City for don't know dont know LOL. Okay, i will blog later LOL BYEBYE

this pic was funny.

Kay i didnt go to school for today, freaking sick. I dont know why i will get sore throat for sudden. I have no energy to walk around, and the good news is, i get to minus fats while i get sick AHAHAH, if i say that to my mum, probably will get killed. i'm not ditching my blog :)

Farewell.

Yes yes, i'm part of the guys :D bye hunn foong, that stand beside me, since he keep complaining that he smile till tired. WTH. i watched tooth fairy today. It was SUPER funny i love it. And as you can see i was sweaty though. Because cross country. Tired like crazy la. bla bla lazy update. see those picture at facebook :(

I lost my beloved snowman pic that made by my mum and i at europe.

I heart this pic (: okay tomorrow cross country, i should sleep early so tomorrow i could run faster, but its so impossible right? i was half dead while i running yesterday. Just wish me luck and don't pokkai lar. I am trying to put songs into my blardy ipod but its not working at all. Shits. How i gonna run tomorrow?

Okay hunn foong is changing school, TOMORROW ONE UTAMA AGAIN, i wonder i close my eye also can get to go anywhere -.-

I love this picture alot. With that pig of course LOL. Currently now raining, i wonder why it didn't rain just now. I was running for the idiot cross country, shenny was sacrifice running with me since she never run on monday. It was super duper tired, we ran 5km i think. I feel angry why i don't become a PBSM. Shayt now i know the feeling. But its fun to run. And i'm last? :( SHAYT. I NEEED MORE EXERCISE. Can't blame today since its after school kay, and imma freaaaaaaking tired. Okay bye. Update soon

This is the reason why i stay

This picture was took at syann's party, yeah i look so idiot while shenny promoting kimberley's iphone. Yes, school was bored. There is nothing to do at there. Except i keep singing the song carmen that would make everyone laughed. Today i get to on because i dont have any homework, and yeah THE LINE IS BACK WOOHOO. Finally wait for 2 weeks. I love my comp.

hahahah GOTTA GO. BYE.

stressed but yet, i saw happiness

tears

Okay i decided to go google and get a picture and post it. Since my computer is unavailable right now. I don't know hell why i blog so early but still i am damn boring right now. They didnt help me buy superjunior ticket yeah. Although now i have no homework but still i feel so stress. All form4 is stress i think ._.

When reached some moment, i will simply think or think too much.
When reached some moment, i will know the truth or face it.
When reached some moment, i will cry or shout by pulling my hair.
When reached some moment, i will commit suicide soon.

I don't feel like telling anyone about my stress cause i can't think of it.

All this time i was wasting hoping you to come around,
I been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down,
And it's taking me this long, baby but i figure you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again but not this turn,

You don't have to call anymore, i won't pick up the phone,
This is the last straw, don't wanna hurt anymore,
you can tell me that you're sorry
but i don't believe baby like i did before,
you're not sorry (:

You're not sorry - taylor swift.